abandoned

i've lost my words these days.
its been a long time since im not write anything here.
i didnt mean to abandoned this blog. hee. seyesly.
maybe i feel like i always have a place to talk to.
then, i dont have time to convey my memories here.
i love what i did. n im quite missing it. <3

is it blogging only for the people who are content with the loneliness?
is it blogging is the only way to heal the sickening in our heart?

or,
are those questions only deserve for me?

it seems that im not alone these days.
i have mate that cares about me.
and i hope it is full of sincerity.
i dont want people around me said that,
that someone only did a small kindness towards me but i was thinking that he did it because he madly fall in love with me. geez..
im totally disagree with that.
they dont really know whats really happened. but end up they turned to make their own conclusion.

p/s: please pray for my success in my undertakings.

till then~