Thursday, December 30, 2010

HE - i don't know him.

he, himself

maybe he tried to move on.
he tried to learn something new.
to be a better person in future.
he wish he is determine enough.
he believe that he can face all the challenge by his own.
he dont need her anymore.
he hope that he can find a new girlfriend.
but he still dont want any commitment on his shoulder.
he knows what best for him.
looking for the perfection is tough though.
but its worth waiting.
he wait that something can change his mind.

as for me,
although he did have all he wants
he still don't get what complement him.

being alone is quite disastrous sometimes.
somehow, we need someone who are willing to be our companion.
someone whom is willing to be our ears.
sharing the story with mate is seems to be a relieve in ourselves.

learn to know true color of people before we did our own judgment.


* “When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.”
[Alexander Graham Bell]



p/s: i've learnt to see what is inside people and try to understand what they feel. i'm not good enough. its for sure.

all of a sudden

one guy-friend appear to post 'rindu kamoo' at my profile.
and status of my name. just a moment ago.
hey. what happened? i'm sure that everyone done making their perception.
lalalalala. please listen to both people before done any judgment.

i did nothin kay.

its just happened all of a sudden without me knowing what the heck is going on.

just wait n see kay.

till then...


p/s: sure it just misunderstanding n nobody getting hurt.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

SCHEDULE SEM VI

B


0830-1020

1030-1220

1410-1600

1610-1800


MONDAY

BFR

0834


FAR
1004

QMT

0736


TUESDAY

AIS

LAB4 LVL4

MAF

1110




WEDNESDAY

QMT

KNGA4 BK3

BEL

KNGA4 BK3

CRG

DK1

FAR

1026


THURSDAY

AIS

LAB4 LVL4

MAF
1102




FRIDAY


CRG
0802










p/s : updated as at 03012011, 0104hrs.



Saturday, December 18, 2010

11 : 11

happened again. huh..
but, this tyme, i saw a different person in front of me.

what does it means ??


i feel sumtin. but i dont know what it is. its just too early to make assumptions i think.


*wink2*
p/s: the notebook besh. seyesly.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

check dis out!





at the time being, im sure most of the guys been looking at their own fingers.. hehe. JK.

here is what i got - couple version.

thanx so much both of you.
somehow, jealous tengok korg.
romantik sangat.. hehe.
btw, keep your love spark k..
i wish u guys will always be together,
korg dah perfect match. huhu
<3



i was wondering, what make a guy says i love you to a girl??

ad byk reason y.to me,its when im damn sure i am in love to that girl i will say it.
adibfathi answered nursyila, 3 days ago





i was wondering, what make a guy says i love you to a girl??

when he loves the girl?
lailoazwa answered nursyila, 2 days ago


ps : klu korg jeles x? x salah pun nak jeles. tp jangan rampas adib or lai plak. cri laki or pmpuan len. haha



Friday, December 3, 2010

here is what i got.



i asked them this freaking question in formspring cause i really what to know different thoughts..



i was wondering, what make a guy says i love you to a girl??
maybe nafsu? ataupun pandangan mata yang sentiasa menipu
wanizwan answered nursyila, 3 hours ago


i was wondering, what make a guy says i love you to a girl??

his guts and sincerity....i guess
NuRHaFisaH answered nursyila, 12 hours ago


i was wondering, what make a guy says i love you to a girl??

their intuition?
burberryna answered nursyila, 13 hours ago


i was wondering, what make a guy says i love you to a girl??

ask guy~
aqueqin answered nursyila, 16 hours ago


i was wondering, what make a guy says i love you to a girl??

lelaki perlukan teman hidup.. love doesnt means anything to them..!
sho0tingstars answered nursyila, 19 hours ago


i was wondering, what make a guy says i love you to a girl??

biasanye sesuatu yg buat the guy terharu kot
LyaGiNa answered nursyila, 20 hours ago


p/s: thanx 4 da reply. im just asking. hee........

Sunday, November 21, 2010

fact/truth/lie. so, which one?


today i told people that,

"saya seorang yang pendiam".


p/s: i let u decide. hehe..

Saturday, November 20, 2010

just another thought~



You can't make a heart love somebody,

You can lead a heart to love,

But you can't make it fall.


ps : think of it..

i got it but i dont get into it.


everything i do, i do it for some reason.

n the presence of me in this world is surely with purposes.

i wonder what it is..

different person might have their own perception.

it is whether we realize it or not that we have done a right or wrong thing.

it seems that im such an innocent person ryte?

but, who really knows me?

am i really that innocent that dont commit sins? (such a pretty good liar.)

i maybe lose myself from the right path.

but i dont think im the only person that should be blame.

as long as theres a hope for me to get change myself to be a better person is more than enough for this time being.

changes need sacrifice which come from a pure and full of sincerity hearts.

its just for a new breathy lyfe that is out from the messed that i've created.


ps : if and only if theres someone who can really helped me out..


Thursday, November 18, 2010

abandoned

i've lost my words these days.
its been a long time since im not write anything here.
i didnt mean to abandoned this blog. hee. seyesly.
maybe i feel like i always have a place to talk to.
then, i dont have time to convey my memories here.
i love what i did. n im quite missing it. <3

is it blogging only for the people who are content with the loneliness?
is it blogging is the only way to heal the sickening in our heart?

or,
are those questions only deserve for me?

it seems that im not alone these days.
i have mate that cares about me.
and i hope it is full of sincerity.
i dont want people around me said that,
that someone only did a small kindness towards me but i was thinking that he did it because he madly fall in love with me. geez..
im totally disagree with that.
they dont really know whats really happened. but end up they turned to make their own conclusion.

p/s: please pray for my success in my undertakings.

till then~

Friday, November 12, 2010

besfrenS



yesterday, happy wif besfrenS.
today, losing ONE besfren.
2moro, might lose Another to0.
next day, find a NEW besfren.
future, thinking dat EX besfrenS is much m0re better than n0w-frens n regret it.

SO, TAKE GOOD CARE of ur now-besfrenS b4 u r becoming such a LOSER.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

dysfunctional.









i need rest.
in the future i will re-write here again k.
will be missing u guys!
muahx!

xoxo,
syila

Thursday, August 26, 2010

nescafe impact



lol! i used to drink nescafe before i stayed up to study.

its good that i managed to cover all the chapters n did my test well.

at this point, thanx 2 nescafe. hee.

but what is the impact right now, i much more worst.

i find it is hardly for me to sleep. geez!

i wanna sleep. i wanna sleep.i wanna sleep.


the impact on me was so strong that till yet i cant sleep tightly.

(yawning).. test was over but tomorrow i have class like usual.

need rest from a long non-break-mental-utilization.. hehe.


p/s : its almost 3 days i didnt sleep due to caffeine..

Saturday, August 21, 2010

test 1 is just around the corner.

a wish to all genius fast-trackers:

BEST OF LUCK FOR THE TEST.

DO THE BEST!!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Surah Al- Fatihah



Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

Segala puji tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam.


Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.


Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (hari Akhirat).


Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah, dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan.


Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus.


Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang Engkau telah murkai, dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat.

amin..

Saturday, July 24, 2010

its always something

running far away.
here is just full of craps that messed me up.

lol. so boring..

hoping dat tomorrow will b much more exciting.
facing new experience each day turned me 2 b matured.
learning much more new thing,
creating a meaningful day,
making a tomorrow 2 b a day 2 remember.

i wish for a person 2 b my mate by my side..
im totally feeling empty.

how i have 2 pretend dat i used 2 b independent.
i know im not.but its worth 4 me 2 try.

miss my OLD friend. i need u so badly. :(

i dont like when my weekdays are over.
weekend will turn out n i dont hv anything 2 do 2 make myself busy.
so, what to do?

no.No.NO..

i have 2 go 2 a place which r far from this cursed-Town
psycho~

2 a place that i missed a lot.

CALMING ME..



p/s: somebody help me

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

next sem (jul'10-okt'10)

yuran yg kene bayar rm270 shje. (murah kn. bagus uitm ni)

n, jadual kelas da bley cek kat http://icress.uitm.edu.my/jadual/jadual/jadual.asp


yang kat bawah ni just jadual kelas AC2205B.

MON IBM 535

MAF 620

TUES AIS 510
LAW 485


WED
FAR 430
MAF 620
IBM 535
THURS FAR 340
AIS 510
TAX 490
LAW 485
FRI TAX 490

BFR 451



*any changes depends on every lecturer.